Pray! :)

ok... it's so typical right? things start out vibrantly at first and then it begins to die down. i think shu may owes one now. someone pls remind her :P

but anyway, i'm actually supposed to be studying for my exams but i got a bit bored so thought to share how youth was like for me yesterday.

as i was telling darf during the morning prayer, i was quite apprehensive about the service coz err, i'm the pessimistic type. haha. but ya, i felt quite unsettled about it in the morning. was praying before prac but still had no peace but that's maybe also coz i dramatise things too much in my mind and i imagine the worse. i was afraid that things would go badly in that the tension between the parents and the ym would get worse and everything would go downhill. i was afraid that because of this, God would turn away from us and we'll be back to square zero again but thankfully, along the way, i felt better about things. haha. but yes. for me, service was quite incredible. when pastor told us to get on our knees, it really felt right and God's presence was so strong upon me then and it was at that moment when i was reminded again, that really, it's God who matters. ok la, coz actually, i was feeling quite bleah about a grade that i got for an essay. it really discouraged me coz i thought that this sem would be a really good sem grades-wise and the B will jeopardize those hopes for sure. ok. i know it sounds very silly but i'm quite a grade-oriented person and yeah, while on my knees, the thought just came to me, the B means nothing in light of Him. which is so true of course and ya la, i have to keep looking to Him for my studies and not depend on my own strength or wisdom and all that. He has wrought a greater miracle in the past when somehow, my B- for the CA got pulled up to B+ for the final grade. it is really incredible, especially since i really thought i wrote rubbish but yeah, God works. just must trust Him :)

and k la. a more trivial thing. basically, i'm not the sort to jump during worship. or anything for that matter. i think :P i don't the sensation of all the fats bobbing and somehow, i have no timing when i jump to music. i tried it before and i was quite out of time. haha. and i'll get tired very easily and i'll feel silly for starting but yesterday was incredible. it felt like His joy so filled my heart that i just had to and i did and it felt so liberating. plus, i didn't feel the super fats bobbing and i jumped to the timing and i didn't feel tired. in fact, it was so rejuvenating. so yeah. haha. so ya la, that's more like personal sharing.

but can pray for my exams!!! i have a paper this sat at 9 am which is why i won't be in church for prac but i'll come at about 11 plus after my paper la. it's called woman's reproductive health and well, i'm not good at science. it's mcq but i don't know if there's negative marking and yeah, can pray that i'll do well! :) i won't be greedy la. B+ and i'll be over the moon :)

oh. and yes, keep praying for the ym! and the parents and for revival to come! and for the camp too! :)