hey alllll
ok yeah im posting cuz i think God kinda revealed something to me through my maid and stuffs.

so yeah. cuz i bought a pair of new shoes, and it like 'bit' the skin of my heels. so it really hurts unless i wear high socks ( which is never gonna happen )

so my maid was like. you must bite the new shoe (as in really bite it anywhere), so the shoe wont bite you. then i was like huh???? isnt that some old wives tale.

then when i was walking to church, i was still thinking about it. then it came to me like. the reason why people dont believe in God.

ok even though it might be really obvious sometimes e.g
(they want control of their own lives etc etc)

But yea i think i managed to see what the other non-christians see.
the point is. that they just don't believe it. and because God's miracles are like so incredible, it really can be super hard to just believe.

like..i didn't believe my maid at all about the biting shoe thing cuz...well firstly i thought, shoes can't respond. 2ndly, it just seemed so impossible, even though she said that she bites her shoes each time she buys a new pair.

wow im beating around the bush alot i think. i cant think straight now.

so its like... firstly, non-christians dont know that God responds, so they may be doubtful, as i was.

2ndly, God's miracles are so impossible and incredible, its so hard to believe sometimes as a non-christian even though you testify to them sometimes, and may seem a little crazy too.

oh well i dont know how meaningful it is to you guys but yeah.
i felt the need to post it :/