What is this love, given to us,t saved my life, the selfless sacrifice

hey everyone.

ah i guess i'll just cut to the chase.

i haven't had a good week at all seriously. i've had stuff ranging from school...to cca to friendships
and.. well i was really discouraged lah i guess.. mostly for the 'friendship' section.

cuz i mean... i suppose the older youths like josh,minwei,joel etc etc have like...been really waiting for this revival in the youth lah.. and then. suddenly unexpected problems begin to show up and stuff...

And just because of that. friendships get threatened. people get hurt. and trust is pretty much lost in the process as well..

well. i really didn't know what to do back then lah i guess...
i guess i was feeling really angry at the people who started the problem and i really just wanted to slap them or something....

but yeah... God revealed to me through a friend that like...would that really be what God wanted me to do?
and even though it was really really hard.... i guess... me ,******,****,**,****** all pulled through lah i guess.... which im really really thankful for! :D

and i was super dooper touched by the worship last sat by the way. cuz yeah the lyrics Hosanna in the Highest really spoke to me. like... whenever we have problems. God's always there in his throne just waiting for us to call out to him (:

and um.... yeah lah please pray for my studies toooo.... that i'll really really study this 2 years cuz i dont wanna go for Con Camp cuz its during the june and dec hols and i really really wanna go youth/church camp!

and my willpower is seriously just failing me. for now i guess.