sigh ok. i think i'll just share whatever i have on my mind la.

first off, was saturday...
i don't know why. but then halfway through the worship i was like. shucks la i dont really feel like i have the heart to drum anymore.

NOT that i'm indecisive in the place where i am serving now. but i just felt this feeling like i just needed to be alone and just not do anything at all.....

so yeah , i was actually hoping that the speaker wont ask the musicians to go up and play response song...cuz i really felt very displaced and frayed.

Like the passion for God inside of me was just extinguished.
And like whatever was going on inside of me was like. xian.....
But yeah im ok now i guess,after talking to some people, getting encouraged and all that.

another thing im really having trouble with is asking people to go for the tony anthony thing
I mean, its like in acs people don't really give a damn about what real christianity is lah.
To say the truth. acsI is just a neighbourhood school with lots of money.

so yeah...need a little help on that part. prayer will help alot.

and one more thing i just learnt today during my quiet time. is not to judge people.
quite cliche lah but i was actually feeling damn pissed like 1 hour ago.

so yeah im ok now lah.oh gosh my itunes is like playing all the fast songs now.... sigh
ok yeah thats all i have no lah i guess and i got 3 exams(hopefully 2) tomorrow. so yeah pray for me please if you read this by today or something(: