tardiness

hey guys,
firstly, i think i need to commend tianyi on being the most consistent person so far. the rest, shame on us :P sigh. but i've been so tired with school, completely bogged down with work. presentations every week till mid term then all the mid term tests then all the big essays then exam. woohoo. nothing to look forward to. this sem is really the maddest so far. i just wanna rant and complain and change modules and whatever but obviously i can't. but k. my spiritual walk, honestly, not great. actually, quite bad. i haven't had such a crappy walk since maybe j1? i don't know. hard to keep time when i'm already so advanced in years. haha. but anyway, i don't have much to share except this song/poem/prose that i wrote that pretty much sums up how i feel. i asked minjia to put a tune to it. she played a lot of stuff but i don't know if she managed it in the end. but well, if anyone comes up with something nice, let me know :P

desperate

lord i'm asking once again
i long to be in Your presence
in Your throne room, at Your feet
won't You open heaven's doors
and let me in

i'm dry from being far from You
i need Your touch again
Your power to fill me through and through
set me aflame by Your might

i'm desperate for You lord
to guide me out of this desert place
lead me to the Rock that is higher
i want to see Your face

look upon Your righteousness
touch Your nail pierced hands
see the Love who died for me
that i may understand